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My Heart Will Forever Rest With You- The Letter
I know that you hate me. You must, after what I'd done to you. And that's okay. I know that I treated you wrong, and that I deserve every bit of this Hell, but you never should've left without me. You're on my mind every second of every day, and I won't be able to live any longer without you. But now you're gone, and I've lost you forever.
I love you. You left before I could say those words to you, before the I could be with you, in both fantasy and reality. I wish I could see you again, to touch and to hold you, to whisper that sentance in your ears, as if it weren't too late. I wish I could scream out to you so that you could
My Outlaw Eyes- Andley: Chapter Thirteen
I stared at the spot where Andy had been lying, sad and confused. I thought that Andy liked me? But, he was gone... My mind flashed back a few days ago, to nighttime behind the school.
"I'll always accept you with open arms- and open legs," he whispered, causing me to blush bright red... Did he seriously mean that? Slowly, I dragged myself out of bed and wandered downstairs, not bothering to get dressed because it was Saturday. I wandered through my extensive house, seeing none of my family and following the scent of bacon and pancakes, I arrived in the smallest of six kitchens, tucked into the back corner of the house by
My Outlaw Eyes- Andley: Chapter Nine
Ashley wasn't at school the next day. As each period passed, I grew increasingly more worried, even biting my nails down to stubs as I fretted. Now it was lunch time, and he was still gone.
"Andy, babe, what's wrong?" My musings were interrupted by Juliet, who had turned my head to face her- what she didn't realize was that I had been staring at the football players, who had been whispering amongst themselves.
"Nothing, nothing. Leave me alone," I snapped, waving away her hand. With a pouty look on her face, she crawled away to talk to Jinxx.
Where was Ashley?
I stared up at the large house, which completely outsho
My Outlaw Eyes- Andley: Chapter Five
I knew this was a dream. It couldn't be real. Andy and I were walking along a pathway at night, his face smiling down at me in a bashful manner. I blushed, giving him a hug and placing my head on his shoulder. We stood there for a long time, enjoying the feeling of being in each other's arms, before I stood on tiptoe and whispered into his ear, "I love you..." He beamed and kissed my cheek. It was strange- the kiss burned as if his lips had actually touched my body, as if it wasn't just the dream. But that wasn't possible.
I woke up, suddenly feeling cold, as if my heart had been taken from me. Salty tears
My Outlaw Eyes- Andley: Chapter Four
I woke up to an awful hangover, and couldn't remember where I was. I groaned, trying to shift out of the uncomfortable position I was lying in, only to be stopped by something that was strong, fleshy and most definitally wrapped around my body. My eyes flew open, and I stared, surprised, at Ashley's sleeping face.
What had happened last night? I knew we had gotten super fucking drunk, but the rest was a blank. It was weird. I was lying here with a boy I hardly knew, in an unknown bedroom. Not to mention, we were both naked, I realized. And we were both boys!
But I wasn't uncomfortable, I no
My Outlaw Eyes- Andley: Chapter Two
I checked my reflection in the mirror again, applying one last coat of mascara to my long lashes.
I was home from school, and was getting ready for Ashley's party. I was actually somewhat excited about it- seeing as everyone would be too drunk to remember me in the morning, I could actually dress how I wanted, without ruining my status. I took full advantage of the opportunity.
I was wearing an old, ripped up Misfits t-shirt, which was hanging loose over slashed black skinnies, while Doc Martens adorned my feet. Fishnet was peeking out from under my jeans and shirt. My hair was teased sligh
My Outlaw Eyes- Andley: Chapter Three
I didn't recognize the person until I pulled them to their feet. From afar, it looked like some '70s rocker straight from a KISS concert being molested by two drunks, aka Juliet and Scout. I didn't think I had seen him before- no one at school dressed like that...
Shaking my head, I called, "Juliet! Scout! Fuck off!" I sighed at having to do this again. I was regretting even hosting this party.
"Are you alright?" I asked the guy, holding out my hand. He hesitantly took it, his cold palm sending involuntary shivers down my spine. I pulled the guy up, realizing that he was alot taller than I gave him credit for, and fou
My Outlaw Eyes- Andley: Chapter Six
How could I resist him? Why did I shove him away? Those thoughts circulated through my head as I sped away from school, fighting back tears.
It didn't take long before I reached my secret spot, a little meadow and creek in the middle of the local forest. I relaxed the moment my foot touched the soft grass, and I leisurely strolled to the creek, immediately sticking my toes into the water before settling down to do some serious thinking.
What was the feeling I got when I was around Ashley? No one had ever made me feel this way before. The way he smiled, the way he spoke, the way he touched m
My Outlaw Eyes- Andley: Chapter Eight
I swallowed thickly before grabbing Ashley's shoulder, turning him around so I could gaze into his beautiful eyes as I whispered, "Hello, Ashley..."
Possessed with my crazy idea, I had waited until the team's football practice was over, hearing the others talk shit about me as they walked by. For some reason, though, it didn't bother me- I was only there for Ashley.
So, he had finally come out, looking weary and sad, and I now found myself lost in the sweet chocolate-brown of his eyes.
Even though I didn't want to do this, I knew that it was the only way for me to feel as
My Outlaw Eyes- Andley: Chapter Ten
The door cracked against the wall as I stood, entirely still, staring at Ashley. He was asleep, though it seemed quite restless, because as I looked, he rolled over and muttered something in his sleep. He was, as far as I could see, shirtless and possibly pant-less, though his Hello Kitty bedsheets covered his lower half. I could feel my pants grow tighter, and I knew I was blushing bright, tomato red.
Tearing my eyes away from Ashes' sleeping form, I looked quickly around the room that seemed so recognizable. It was surprisingly small, for such a large house. The walls were completely covered with band posters and pictures
Take This To Heart Ch 3
Chapter 3: Cold Hard Bitch, Just A Kiss On The Lips And I Was On My Knees
It was heartwarming waking up the next morning with Andy in my arms. I didn't want to leave, but I knew that I had work later on today. He looked so peaceful when he was asleep that I just had to mess with him. I kissed his forehead and started to kiss down his face slowly until I reached his lips. I saw his eye peak open before I made contact. He kissed back a little, parting his lips and letting me in, I didn't leave one corner of his mouth unexplored. Andy had the sweetest taste to him.
"This is the best way to wake up." He hummed scooting in closer to me. "Good
You Steal All My Innocence: AndleyI kept on having to pull down my dress so it could be 'dress code appropriate', which is a hand width above the knee. The dress kept wanting to pull itself up. This is one thing I hate about marching band, having to dress up before a competition. Of course I dressed up in a dress. Tuxes are so.. bleh. I saw my principal, Mr. Purdy, in the hall and hoped he wouldn't see how my dress was going up.
"Mr. Biersack." He said as I was so close to my homeroom. I turned around and he was looking at my dress.
"Yes?" I asked as innocently as possible.
"Can I see you in my office?"
"Sure, sir." My heels clattered on the floor as I walked. When I got
My Outlaw Eyes- Andley: Chapter One
A crisp fall breeze blew across the Eastwood High School's campus, though it hardly felt cold under the blazing sun. I sat in one of the many picnic tables scattered about behind the main building, enjoying the long lunch period.
"'Sup, Ashley." My peace was interrupted by Jake, the football captain, sliding less than gracefully into the seat across from me, his girlfriend Ella pressed close to his side.
I faked a grin and answered, "Nothing much." He snorted and looked disapprovingly at my outfit, but decided not to say anything. I was wearing a letterman jacket over an old Motley Crue s
Voulez-Vous Coucher Avec Moi? - AndleyAshley's P.O.V
I sighed agitatedly and glanced at my watch, for what seemed like the hundredth time this minute.
He was late.
'He' meaning my newest servant, Andy, was late.
I growled and drummed my fingers on the desk which I sat behind. He'd never been this late before, even during his first week here he had always been as punctual as he could. My nostrils flared angrily when I wondered if one of my many butlers had chanced upon the time to bump into my delectable little one, I wouldn't put it past them to do it, I'd seen the way some of them had salivated over him.
The only slight problem with Andy was he didn't speak a word of Englis
She decided a young woman like her had no business being imperfect. Impurities had to be expelled from her life, no matter the cost. A universal remover promised to be her savior. It lived up to its commercials, doing away with the stains that disgraced her floor and some of the walls.
Would domestic hygiene free her from being flawed? Doubtful. This product guaranteed to exterminate any kind of filth. Could it go beyond the material things? She rubbed the substance on her forehead, and conjured as many negative thoughts as possible. They were recalled, only to vanish from memory a second after.
Satisfied? Not quite. Even the good recollect
glass in the tidegradac, croatia; summer.
it is a town climbed up from the sea:
a salt hymn, an exhalation, a brightly calcified
spray. the houses here are overgrown
as wildflowers, paths like tiny winding veins
sprung alive between them. from my balcony i watch
the sun crest slowly into afternoon,
and mothers lead their children
down stone slopes, arterial pull
to the water. by the shore,
vendors sell bottles of olive oil, salt,
sage, gathering up anything with the taste
of what mystery inhabits the air—brimming over
the glass lips, a curving kind of joy,
the whole earth, a bowl of it.
at night, my uncle drinks beer
and i drink wine. he watches
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